Your love is the sweetest sin :)

So, there's this guy..


Isn't that always how it starts? Starts off with a crush. Ends with a heartbreak. It happens to everyone. Especially me. I swear, I have the worst luck in guys ever. All the ones I have ever really really liked always have dumped me in a weeks time. I can not seem to figure out what the heck is wrong with me. I asked my two closets friends. They said nothing is wrong with me. If that's the case, then how come I can't keep a boyfriend? A person once told me that God will send me the guy for me when the time is right. Well, everyone I know seems to already have the person they want to spend their lives with. Everyone, with the exception of me. I have had my heartbroken one to many times. In 2009 I have only dated two guys that I have actually had true feelings for. Gosh. I pray every night for God to send me someone that will cure my loneliness and depression. But another day comes around, and it just gets worse. And I don't know what to tell people when they ask me "what's the matter?" or "what's wrong?". I'm glad they care, but it's hard to answer when there's too many things to list. I'm just ready to find that guy for me..


And he basically broke me heart.